Nak bujang balik boleh?

There are times when I feel I am better off if I am single.

Please don't get me wrong. Marriage life is happiness!!! Encik suami is always there for me, be it when I'm in a good mood...apatah lagi kalau angin senggugut aku dah tiba.

Cuma bila aku renung-renungkan kembali, there are lots of things yang aku belum sempat buat masa aku masih single. Kalau buat list, rasanya macam nihla agaknya rupanya:

(a) take extra class - cooking, sewing, drawing

(b) belajar 3rd language

(c) engage in various activities - wall climbing, cycling, join marathon

(d) pergi holiday sengsorang

(e) shopping alone

(f) feast kat restoren yang pelik and eksotik

(g) stayback lelama kat opis

(h) lepak with friends right after work

and the lists can go on and on and on..

Ye, I know, even when someone is married, she can still keep doing all her favourite things. Yerla, this is not zaman batu or zaman sebelum perang di mana kalau dah kahwin terus kena duduk rumah. I know..I know..and in fact Encik suami pun tak pernah larang aku untuk buat activities macam ni. Cuma bila dah berkahwin ni, ada lah some restrictionnya.

Sebagai contoh, katakan di satu pagi sabtu yang ceria (cehhh, macam bukak cerita magika je), tetiba rasa nak spend time sengsorang, nak lepak kat shopping complex sengsorang, you think Encik suami bagi ke? Dah sah-sah la tak bagi! Get it?

Tapi sekali fikir-fikir balik, salah sendiri la. Dulu time single-mingle selama dekat 31 tahun, tak plak terfikir nak live life to the fullest la kan? Tapi dulu mana ada aktiviti-aktiviti cenggini!!!

Huh, saya benci jadi tua!